Seriously?

Spring 2012 is filled with heart break and questions.
I've never felt so unsure about everything.
I'm scared of my future, my life, everything. :/
Well. I'll be ok. :P I always am in the end.

Music classes are slowly going. No tests yet, but soon. Soon I will get my tests and I'll be updating everything. I didn't continue my work out stuff....I think I'll be restarting tomorrow. I've already dropped a course I'm sad to report, but it's a class I don't really need.

I might have a flute student to teach! a 6th grader who is a little behind with the rest of the class and wishes to catch up. I'm quite excited about that. This weekend I'll see Momma Walker and I do need her words of wisdom...I miss my momma lots.

I'll also be going to a recording studio up in Charlotte. That'll be an awesome experience. I'm excited.

Well...That's my update for now. I promise I'll be less slack about this.

Spring 2012

I have 11 classes total. It kinda sucks.
Especially when you hear about a friend only having 4.
It's ok. I knew what I was signing up for. It just gives me the determination to me when I become a teacher. :) I'm excited. Scared. and a little worried.

I will do well though!
I've also been exercising every other day to try to build energy and get fit! :)
This will be a good year I think. I hope. :)

Challenge. For Real.

I'm about to get a refund. yayyy.
time to pay momma back, pay off my credit card, and wait for it....

Eat healthy.
I hate. hate. hate. removing food from my life.

Buttery, savory, yummy food.

It'll be a mix of fruits and veggies [yay] and tofu and some seafood when I can afford it.

I'm scared. very. very. scared.

I've already done some exercising these past few days non stop. Pilates, crunches, planking, sit ups, and some yoga. running comes next to add on.

I'll be poor forever.

silly musicianess.

I know, why does this post go under sleepless musician? because it's gonna affect my schooling obviously.

If I'm grumpy, I'm sorry.