Seriously?

Spring 2012 is filled with heart break and questions.
I've never felt so unsure about everything.
I'm scared of my future, my life, everything. :/
Well. I'll be ok. :P I always am in the end.

Music classes are slowly going. No tests yet, but soon. Soon I will get my tests and I'll be updating everything. I didn't continue my work out stuff....I think I'll be restarting tomorrow. I've already dropped a course I'm sad to report, but it's a class I don't really need.

I might have a flute student to teach! a 6th grader who is a little behind with the rest of the class and wishes to catch up. I'm quite excited about that. This weekend I'll see Momma Walker and I do need her words of wisdom...I miss my momma lots.

I'll also be going to a recording studio up in Charlotte. That'll be an awesome experience. I'm excited.

Well...That's my update for now. I promise I'll be less slack about this.

Russia?

So most of my readers are Russian? Well ok. Thanks for reading guys. :)

Worked on my theory project. So far, I messed up on one small part, and had to be helped with 2 chords. I am suddenly understanding theory and doing well! I'm so excited to finish writing this piece and curious on how my composition skills will develop over time.

Maybe one day I'll compose a piece for Momma. ;)

Band is getting on my last nerve. We're playing middle school music that is not even slightly challenging and half of us are falling asleep! [Which is why half the time the song sounds horrid because we're not paying attention.] We're playing a new piece for middle school bands called "Hopewell" by Nicole Chamberlin and How the Grinch Stole Christmas, middle school level. And First Suite in Eb by Holst. [again.] It's all very annoying and a little insulting.

In other news. Practice is starting to kill my fingers and this diet idea was interrupted by violent puking from a stomach bug I got from the middle school I help teach at. >.> oh the joys of teaching?